Speaking of bun in the oven he/she is growing like a weed! Even giving me some good kicks. We do know the gender but I don't want to reveal it yet! Our target ultrasound is coming up and and I'm hoping to get a good picture of his/her cute little face to go with the announcement! I got a sneak peak at my last appointment and I will tell you that she/he is ADORABLE already!
Life is good. We feel so very blessed. We have two beautiful kiddos that are absolute miracles and one more miracle on the way. It's so much more than I ever thought possible. When we first encountered infertility I really changed my thinking on the size of my family, I stopped expecting. After we got Easton I thought, okay I'd love two but this is GREAT! After Kinley I thought wow two is amazing, we'll see what happens. Then we got the huge surprise of this little bun! Some days I struggle, there is NO doubt. Exhaustion is a whole new factor with this pregnancy, especially chasing two very busy kiddos around. My husband works incredibly hard to provide for us. I am so grateful for him. That sometimes means long days for both of us. He really amazes me with his dedication and positive attitude. He rarely complains. I've got wonderful family. They are such a huge support to me! I cannot express how often they have given me just the help and support I am so desperately in need of. I'm grateful for parents who are still parenting and supporting me. I have wonderful neighbors. Families who are so friendly and always looking for a way to help. People who really just want to serve with no personal gain, none. Young women in my ward who jump in to help me with my kids each week. Who see me coming home from school lunch and run across the street to help me get the kiddos inside. Incredible. My body has been through a lot in the last few years, the hardest part being the huge hormone changes from pregnancy to nursing to stopping nursing to pregnancy again. It's been difficult and I've experienced some post partum depression, insecurities in motherhood, and dark times. I am so grateful for all of these wonderful people in my life that have helped me through it and been my light when I was having a tough time finding it myself. I am so grateful for my family and close friends.

















